I’m finally learning, after 12 years of full time work, what it means to truly work when I’m at work. At the same time, after 8 years of marriage and 6 years of being a Dad, I’m finally learning what it means to be truly home with my family when I’m at home with my family. And At the same time I’m also starting the learn what it means to truly study, when I am studying. I think this is called stewardship. It’s hard. It doesn’t come natural. It’s the only way I and my family will survive.